Repeat after me: "I may not agree with what you say but will defend to the death your right to say it!"
So the same Police dept that allowed drunk hispanic guy in a big white NEW GMC Van, obviously too big for him to begin with, who'd just hit my car and then FLED, threatened to arrest me last week over what? One of them told me my behavior was borderline criminal simply because I didn't kowtow to him-seriously-and it's all on tape-telling me what I can and can't say online...all this instigated by 575 pound female who is trying to find ways to discredit me for our dec7 court date.
Si in other words, here's an example: Paul Bolls shared confidential info w me about neighbors downstairs-he called them squatters...I point this out to show that this is a degree to which he trusted me as levelheaded enuff to share sensitive info... Between us all getting along thru the spring (so I thought)...but wifey didn't like it when he husband and I were friendly-I can't explain it anyother way...
So for publicly challenging my troublemaking, harrassing neighbors to publicly answer questions I know the answers too (no libel, no cyberbullying-just the tru) Paul Bolls is on the board because I encouraged him at the last minute to raise his hand, knowing how badly he wanted it. I have been friendly with husband for yrs but the insecure wife throws these curveballs into my life (with him on her team) to make sure the more attractive single lady remains a focus of their contempt. So the faithful husband follows along, does as he's told etc...
As I was away much of past 2 yrs, I returned oblivious to our past petty problems...I was friendly with them, in fact a perfect quiet 50 yr old woman who has a guest maybe once every 5 yrs...." YOU THROW YOUR LAUNDRY BASKET DOWN SO LOUD WECAN HEAR IT THRU THE WALL!!!" (he actually spoke those exact words to me a few weeks ago to reinforce previous absurd statement by his buddy manager Bataille, who'd just told me to expect "restraining orders against me for bothering people" (ie for talking to others about the v parking rule they were harrassing me, and me alone over by fining me continually...in fact creating financial hardship-punch in the gut-no difference...
Anyway the point is a drunk spic (is that a bad word? If so why? Short for Hispanic when I already SO resent the time he's stolen from me so far-I'll take the 3 extra seconds I save for myself by leaving out the H-I-A-N...or ok , I'll be more politically correct and call him by his given name: asshole. I had to get in m car chase the guy down, be lied to, and disrespected EVEN after I didn't press charges he FOLLOWED me, parked behind me, picked an argument with me....yet I didn't call the polu e for a multitude of reasons....the most important of which is this school teacher wife of Bolls is a liar and a hater-calling pice NOT because she's afraid of me, but want to create some ammunition for herself after geeting my invitation to small claims court....she lies to police the drunk ass lies to police....but the police only seem to want to handcuff the single lady with nothing but reasonable gripe (and large breasts are so much less to deal with then the paperwork a poor young cop has to sort thru for immigration?)
call me crazy all you want- you people ALL are bullies and u need to simply stay the he'll away from me-stop the bullying all onese teachers, illegal alien drunks and police.
Comical? Not quite.
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Shuv Your Hate up Yo Haters
I've been documenting my life, as in writing and scanning and uploading thousands of pages with photos and video, online since 1999. As I have in some way shape or form since I was first almost beat to death in 1993 by a racist african american woman cop who one day I will stand face to face for ALL of the loss of what was really supposed to be my life....all because I didnt have my wallet one evening and there was no one to ASK to enter the subway.....over $1.25 my life was ruined by this disgusting woman ... For years I told people about it assuming they would be incensed to. But in fact they would just sit on th einfo until they couldnt get their way and use it ti make me look like I had a colored past etc...and it snowballed from there...sadly if you are reading this you are probably one of those haters looking to KEEP doing it to me....well go ahead...Im going to finally tie it all together as a sort of biography I guess....It wasnt until 2001 my family came to my rescue and really kept me from being killed off by the spiteful liars who regulalry seem to haunt me...and for writing about it-like a plea-I make them even more determined to see me bbq'd one day...how can I not be interested in finding out the real reasons ? Ya I think writing an open letter in some way to simply provoke a conscience out of a liar is a great idea...I know the police are more enterained by blood battles and resent me for being smarter than most of them but...wtf? Im 50 gh trs old! My life was taken from me, its over for me-but they have to keep stucking knife in deeper? I say no. All of rgs TALK is trying to address that problem for everyone's sake...
I have just about everything Ive ever lived, sang, painting, videotaped, written, photographed, farted basically online,,,so what a joke that based on some lying croc tears from the original trblmkr Im going to have a cop stand at my door telling me my life cant be online....its all so damn ludicrous. Like if I have the bully on video buyying me-they dont want to know about it-because theyve alreadu decided Im an asshole? Ya Ive been turned into an asshole by YOU? SO they want to keep beating me up why? sexual release? Seriously? Im still in a state of shock that cops were at my door because I dropped a piece of paper with 6 words on it "Dear Students of Christ the king" By all means lets get the church, archdiocese in on this? Teacher bullies her neighbor and because she pretends to cry innocence Im threatened with arrest? When Im watching TV in my bed?
I feel like I could be happy enough to never get angry ever over anything in my life-but how do 1 do that with lies and police constantly it seems, always being sent by vindictive liars to assault me emotionally? Do u know how many times I've heard the sentence "I'll call the police"? Yet never once was it NOT because people simply wanted to embarrass me. It's like curing cancer. It never really goes away. But fuck it's NOT cancer which is why it could be fixed if ppl would just admit I've been robbed! Who most should compensate me first? on the long list of my entire adult life? Nypd? Jane? Bikram? SO many big one's and then 2 have to deal with my mentally obese scum sucking neighbors on top of all of that? What Ive had to try to survive for the pasr 20 yrs? ? What am I supposed to do carry the photo of myself looking like Kelly Thomas after Racist Transit Officer Deborha Moore's handy work on my head on 1993? You have seen me, or heard me at my very worst-I'm not always proud but pretty damn close. Arrested for being sarcastic? Seriously?! can u imagine calling police in my life for no reason and not only not get an apology but THEY KEEP showing up at my doors called by vindictive people for decades? It's like a sick game. Then when I get frustrated with some clueless cop THEY then become the enemy again too...the cycle continues and its my fault? I sleep on a fucking airmattress and never made more than $20,00 a yr in my entire adult life because of this gd crap. Only because Ive had help from my family and a few great friends have I (sort of) survived.
So I always tried to keep the different stories out of view from the troublemakers...but I dont care anymore...I used to believe that if I opened up-they would step off...maybe even help me...at least be kinder...bu now I know anything personal they can find will only result in my further ruination....I dont care anymore. Im not suicidak, but to have to have been stuck with these shit oeple all tehse years and STILL be treated as if Im living in nazu germany? Everyone cam go fck themselves.
LASD really buys The Games excuse? Or did they themseives hire him? Pay him even? Really just set up a "...fore I kreep into ya projects turn em inta colunbine" self serving reason to crack down on the power of twitter? With all the feeling of war in the air the cops want to focus on what as a priority? Their own survival-maybe just like the rest of us...maybe we could at least be honest about that....the beauty of words is that no one has to die..but people get used to their bloody habits and they dont want to grow...
Maybe his record company will buy www.callthepolice.com from me? With a lot of money everyone will like me so much better...yahoo. Thud
So I always tried to keep the different stories out of view from the troublemakers...but I dont care anymore...I used to believe that if I opened up-they would step off...maybe even help me...at least be kinder...bu now I know anything personal they can find will only result in my further ruination....I dont care anymore. Im not suicidak, but to have to have been stuck with these shit oeple all tehse years and STILL be treated as if Im living in nazu germany? Everyone cam go fck themselves.
LASD really buys The Games excuse? Or did they themseives hire him? Pay him even? Really just set up a "...fore I kreep into ya projects turn em inta colunbine" self serving reason to crack down on the power of twitter? With all the feeling of war in the air the cops want to focus on what as a priority? Their own survival-maybe just like the rest of us...maybe we could at least be honest about that....the beauty of words is that no one has to die..but people get used to their bloody habits and they dont want to grow...
Maybe his record company will buy www.callthepolice.com from me? With a lot of money everyone will like me so much better...yahoo. Thud
Monday, August 15, 2011
Home
In 2006 I started practicing my yoga again, I could feel myself crawling out of this "community"....but as if on some level they knew it (or not) and gave me the worst hell of the decade living here. Every night, calling the police. Outside the door of what's supposed to be my sanctuary in a free usa, these woman tormented me so badly I recorded gours and hours, just letting my camera run-knowing they wanted me to hear them, I knew I was within my rights. Also for my own protection. They were conspiring to hurt me. Why? Everyone I talk to about doesnt understand why anyone would enjoy doing that to a person-nor do i and pray I never will. But that doesnt mean I cant recognize it and call it out. Expose it for what it is. An attack on someone for no reason...and its me for fcksake so why wouyldnt I Obsess on it?
I lost MY job that year Robbers, not right away, but as my conversations were more and more about how to fix my problems at home (with people who are supposed to be about health and healing) slowly but surely I held on through Thanksgiving 2006...but it had soured...living alone does that to you too...me anyway... I make the mistake of believing anyone has time to listen to my life's problems...I have no one to come home to and get a reality check once in a while...I deal with it better than most I bet...and yet the couple who are causing me so much then and STILL now again this summer...still? I was so nice to these poeple all year since I'd been back...I even encouraged Paul Bolls to take his position on the board thinking the bad had gone....and there they were agin up in my face! Fining me and no one else and lecturing me with words like " The rules are the rules!" and sending me harassing letters remidning me I cant use the pool during the hottest weel of july...it was signed THE BOARD" and a couple of board members told me that shouldnt have been signed that way because they never even discussed it etc....the proof is there...its abouit more than a loust sum of petty cash...its about abuse in one person's life affecting the bigger picture...they had cops at my door last night because the chubbers saw 2 slip of paper that said "Dear Students of Christ the king"..and "smile uron candid camera" notes to myself-ya things I was planning to write about to provoke a higher consciousness in someone who is harrassing me....but the point is this was paper and pen. Cops at my door at 11pm because a liar tried to once again publicly humiliate me. I have never hurt a person in my life. Ive said things a few times I would consider taking back but thats about it....I dont hurt people, Yet people are so quick to resort to creating problems I alwasy need to devote my time to-because I dont have the money in this case for $120 in fines that are fabricated...I go to the court 3 days ago to ask for help. I even asked the police there what can I do as I believe the degree to which they have conspired to effect my ability to live...to keep worklife healthy and make money and the rest...they have stolen so much time from me and it shows no sign of stopping. SO I do the civil thing and file court papers, before the weekend is over this condo board is telling me theyve consulted their lawyers-which mean more costs even if I win the small claims case to not have to borrow (from god knows who's left that $120)....I purposely focussed on the Bolls personal vendetta against me as an individual. They have chosen to run up a bill just to tell me where to go...
I cannot believe how they have sucked the will to live out of me sometimes...Its depressing because I never did anything to them-any of them-even now? What am I doing? Talking about the ridiculousness of not only the abuse but even when we were getting along they come after me for parking....the door handle had been taped up so solidly for so many years I forgot it was ever broken-but of course the sun over time has weakened it...I made the mistake of trying to explain that all these little things added up to big bucks to fix...how much does a body shop charge to take a door apart? My god... one of the 2 cops here last night said "I never heard of that"...i dont think its possible to express how in a state of shock i was. How much I resent being told to "shut up and listen" after watching a doc just an hr before of soldiers ripping people out of homes in the oil war countries...after...should I tell my wholw life story? Again? Maybe Ill just finally link it all together? I dont know. But last night those cops let me know how valueless my life really is to anyone but myself...if I have one day left I would write this and more...what has been done to me since 1993 when Deborah Moore got the ruination ball rolling....Im too old or this shit. Im too depressed to use my spell checl...
all those cops last night would have to do is take out their magnifying glass on the paper work these people will claim doesnt exist ...I have every single one of hundreds of emails Ive written to this board...HUNDREDS! Does that sound like a crazy person that needs to be riled? The truth is right in front of everyone and im not backing down till i get an apology for everyones sake more than mine.
Things like this make me realize how far society has fallen and close we are to war on our soil. I am truly sickened by this hypocrisy and understand why the dissed get pissed...pissed a whole lot worse than a lousy goddam piece of paper on the floor? Someone finds words that scare her....she decides to cry really hard at 11pm? It was an act they were given you officers because they are conspiring against me and in court this will be shown...
I lost MY job that year Robbers, not right away, but as my conversations were more and more about how to fix my problems at home (with people who are supposed to be about health and healing) slowly but surely I held on through Thanksgiving 2006...but it had soured...living alone does that to you too...me anyway... I make the mistake of believing anyone has time to listen to my life's problems...I have no one to come home to and get a reality check once in a while...I deal with it better than most I bet...and yet the couple who are causing me so much then and STILL now again this summer...still? I was so nice to these poeple all year since I'd been back...I even encouraged Paul Bolls to take his position on the board thinking the bad had gone....and there they were agin up in my face! Fining me and no one else and lecturing me with words like " The rules are the rules!" and sending me harassing letters remidning me I cant use the pool during the hottest weel of july...it was signed THE BOARD" and a couple of board members told me that shouldnt have been signed that way because they never even discussed it etc....the proof is there...its abouit more than a loust sum of petty cash...its about abuse in one person's life affecting the bigger picture...they had cops at my door last night because the chubbers saw 2 slip of paper that said "Dear Students of Christ the king"..and "smile uron candid camera" notes to myself-ya things I was planning to write about to provoke a higher consciousness in someone who is harrassing me....but the point is this was paper and pen. Cops at my door at 11pm because a liar tried to once again publicly humiliate me. I have never hurt a person in my life. Ive said things a few times I would consider taking back but thats about it....I dont hurt people, Yet people are so quick to resort to creating problems I alwasy need to devote my time to-because I dont have the money in this case for $120 in fines that are fabricated...I go to the court 3 days ago to ask for help. I even asked the police there what can I do as I believe the degree to which they have conspired to effect my ability to live...to keep worklife healthy and make money and the rest...they have stolen so much time from me and it shows no sign of stopping. SO I do the civil thing and file court papers, before the weekend is over this condo board is telling me theyve consulted their lawyers-which mean more costs even if I win the small claims case to not have to borrow (from god knows who's left that $120)....I purposely focussed on the Bolls personal vendetta against me as an individual. They have chosen to run up a bill just to tell me where to go...
I cannot believe how they have sucked the will to live out of me sometimes...Its depressing because I never did anything to them-any of them-even now? What am I doing? Talking about the ridiculousness of not only the abuse but even when we were getting along they come after me for parking....the door handle had been taped up so solidly for so many years I forgot it was ever broken-but of course the sun over time has weakened it...I made the mistake of trying to explain that all these little things added up to big bucks to fix...how much does a body shop charge to take a door apart? My god... one of the 2 cops here last night said "I never heard of that"...i dont think its possible to express how in a state of shock i was. How much I resent being told to "shut up and listen" after watching a doc just an hr before of soldiers ripping people out of homes in the oil war countries...after...should I tell my wholw life story? Again? Maybe Ill just finally link it all together? I dont know. But last night those cops let me know how valueless my life really is to anyone but myself...if I have one day left I would write this and more...what has been done to me since 1993 when Deborah Moore got the ruination ball rolling....Im too old or this shit. Im too depressed to use my spell checl...
all those cops last night would have to do is take out their magnifying glass on the paper work these people will claim doesnt exist ...I have every single one of hundreds of emails Ive written to this board...HUNDREDS! Does that sound like a crazy person that needs to be riled? The truth is right in front of everyone and im not backing down till i get an apology for everyones sake more than mine.
Things like this make me realize how far society has fallen and close we are to war on our soil. I am truly sickened by this hypocrisy and understand why the dissed get pissed...pissed a whole lot worse than a lousy goddam piece of paper on the floor? Someone finds words that scare her....she decides to cry really hard at 11pm? It was an act they were given you officers because they are conspiring against me and in court this will be shown...
Friday, August 12, 2011
Dear Stepehn King
I should be writing to the governor actually...a college educated, conscientious person reporting back from the imposed ghetto living.
This bleeding is a direct result of being forced to park in direct sunlight when plenty of shady visitor parking spots are not only free, but other tenants are given permission. For reasons likie tree sap and mechanical problems. But if I park in the shade this vile couple uses their position on the board to fine me 20 bucks a pop. They've fined me $140 so far. So Im hoping the judge will take into consideration all of this evidenc-video of neighbors telling all...but its not about $140. Its about breaking my heart. Its about making me feel I cant be comfortable in my own homefor no other reason than the enjoyment they get out of bullying...so if I sound "mean" lol....nuh uh....they have it coming 10 fold. Im doing this instead of committing suicide.....seeking justice....u feel like listenning?
The degree to which these people have sucked the life out of me for just over ten years now calls out to be documented. After so many years of sharing a building with overcrowded families and all that comes with that...10 times more people than a place is meant to house for years, and they finally moved out, or slimmed out anyway...oh but the families multiply quickly....and the nice chubby white couple across the hall have chosen the pass time of watching my every move and fining me for trying to protect my car from the sun
I never wanted to deal with the fallout of being honest in describing my surroundings and sharing stories of what goes on....not to tattle, or snitch, not at all...there are no good guys and bad guys....this is hell....just a lot of lost souls....who bullied away the past decade of my life....when I tried to blog about it in 2006 the neighbors tried to involve the police. Can you imagine? For writing. And not unlike Farenheit 451, 2 police detectives at one point actually stood in my living room and TOLD me to take down my blog. How many people did I tell that too...how many people were incensed? Even a little? Zero.
Brb
This bleeding is a direct result of being forced to park in direct sunlight when plenty of shady visitor parking spots are not only free, but other tenants are given permission. For reasons likie tree sap and mechanical problems. But if I park in the shade this vile couple uses their position on the board to fine me 20 bucks a pop. They've fined me $140 so far. So Im hoping the judge will take into consideration all of this evidenc-video of neighbors telling all...but its not about $140. Its about breaking my heart. Its about making me feel I cant be comfortable in my own homefor no other reason than the enjoyment they get out of bullying...so if I sound "mean" lol....nuh uh....they have it coming 10 fold. Im doing this instead of committing suicide.....seeking justice....u feel like listenning?
The degree to which these people have sucked the life out of me for just over ten years now calls out to be documented. After so many years of sharing a building with overcrowded families and all that comes with that...10 times more people than a place is meant to house for years, and they finally moved out, or slimmed out anyway...oh but the families multiply quickly....and the nice chubby white couple across the hall have chosen the pass time of watching my every move and fining me for trying to protect my car from the sun
I never wanted to deal with the fallout of being honest in describing my surroundings and sharing stories of what goes on....not to tattle, or snitch, not at all...there are no good guys and bad guys....this is hell....just a lot of lost souls....who bullied away the past decade of my life....when I tried to blog about it in 2006 the neighbors tried to involve the police. Can you imagine? For writing. And not unlike Farenheit 451, 2 police detectives at one point actually stood in my living room and TOLD me to take down my blog. How many people did I tell that too...how many people were incensed? Even a little? Zero.
Brb
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Please Get Me Out of Here
Muffles don't know theyre muggles.
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